I wish that once I got out of High School, I would also be given an A.S/A.A degree too. Then only work my way to B.A for the next upcoming years. Sure, most people ignore the A.A/A.S degree, I mean why is it even useful? Truthfully, if you want to know, it's fking useful to get a job. Of course you also need experience to get a job, but I was completely ignored when I applied for one. It sucks. So now I am trying to find a VERY low paying job like ... Slaveway (Safeway) or Target. Shit, even Costco didn't accept me! D: Meh, perhaps I'm putting excuses, who knows. Now ... moving on...

School has been pretty good so far. I mean sure work sucks butt, but it gets your brain to DO something productive. Haha, umm ... I feel like I really should pay attention this year though, no more screwing up! Well ... I only screwed up in two classes last semester ... wasn't really that greeeat... Ha. Ha. Ha.

Fanfics?

Umm, they're getting there eventually. My Prince of Tennis one is halfway there, I just posted Tales of the Witch Tsunade in fanfiction it's ... getting there lol. I think I might post it in the quartz_quarry place though. I might do that after I finish this post.

Well so far school has been going alright, besides the fact I have YET to practice my piano skillz. Eew, I hate it, but at the same time it's awesome. (=

Tags: school
Current Mood: blank

I'm so tired,  my legs are like ... about to fall apart. I STILL need to see Patty, but can't because my cousins are taking up my time and it totally sucks. :\ I love them an all, but I need to see Patty and the others soon. I want to help with the movie man. D< Damn it all.

I'm about to go jfhds. I hate sunburn, my nose is red and its not funneh. I have NOT written anything these past few days because I've been totally busy. Uuugh. I want to write, but my mind is blank right now. Umm, my brothers girlfriend still needs to give me back my Lord of the Rings trilogy movies. XD; I wanna watch them again because ... well I dunno. I just wanna, in the mean time i'll entertain myself with Bruce Lee movies. :D YEEEAH!

I'll probably rewatch Do The Right Thing again. Haha Mookie is awesome. (:

Tags: family, movies
Current Mood: blank

I'm feeling a bit ... ugh.

Totally not cool. My shoulder hurts whenever I try to move it, and I couldn't sleep because of it either. I'm annoyed that I have been sick since thursday night. 'ashds' mode right now. i couldn't meet up with patty and the others because of it. :\ AIM isn't working properly for me so i'm raging right now. ugh. i hate trillion/meebo/aim, they always disconnet everytime. msn rocks! D< i think it's the only chatting program that's working for me right now.

besides being sick, i've been cooking a lot. i literally tell my mother not to enter the kitchen when i'm cooking. she makes a mess. it really irritates me when she steps in and wants to help (only causing a mess after that I have to clean up) ugh. mothers...

anyway, i made gyudon (beef over rice), and nikujaga (potato & meat). not much, but it helped me not have a stuffy nose. i hate stuffy noses. >_<;  so yucky and ew.

haha i hate thighs (random thought).

hmm, currently working on a fanfic that will not be posted up in fanfiction. i think imma leave it in quartz_quarry   (shika/hina stuff :D ).  haha; i'm starting to get annoyed by ff.net. i hate how most of my chapters turn out. 'ahfjshf' mode! so i always have to correct it. uuugh. also how people annoy me to update. imma chew the next person who wants me to update. chew him/her and give it to the locknessmonster. D: well so far i have this;

Title: The Tale of the Witch Tsunade
Genre: PG-13
Pairings: ShikaHina, InoNeji,  NaruTema, KanTen
Sidepairings: NaruHina, KibaHina, SakuSasu, SaiIno
Summary: AU. Average Hyuuga goes to the tutoring service after school, she’s unexpectedly sent to another world though. Now she’s stuck with a psycho medic, a lazy assassin, and a banshee of a princess to find a way to get her back home, but wait how can she? Only a mage can help.

Currently working on the first chapter right now. :] i'm acutally excited to be working on this too! maybe i'll change my mind and post it on fanfiction. still ... it's a possibility i might not.

Tags: fanfiction
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: Paper Moon - Tommy Heavenly6

I feel like I'm PMSing like a pregnant woman. :\

I effing hate that time of the month. YES, I talk about it like it's any kind of daily topic, and it IS.

I go into an "asdfasdfasd" mood.  It's like a mood were I'm feeling indecisive and I want to do SOMETHING about it, but I can't because I'm effing feeling indecisive-ness. AUGH.

This month I hate ... I repeat ... I HATE THIS MONTH! Kay ... no more PMSing from me.

I'll go make myself some tea with milk and honey... IF I CAN ONLY REACH THE CABINS! AUGH! D;

So like ... me and a friend are mine are planning to save money just to go to japan during spring time and winter time. x) But ... I don't have moneh. Lmao. -sad- maybe next year. (:

Tags: trips
Current Mood: bitchy

I'm currently working on an AMV this summer. I'm seriously getting lazy at making these things, but let's hope it turns out "Okay." If not well ... what can I say? I tried my best? I hate masking though, it's such a bitch. Especially masking Lloyd Irving! Oh god, his hair is so ... cool, but it's fucking annoying to mask. So that's why there's not going to be a lot of ... Lloyd masking. At least that's what I'm hoping for. So far I have 30 seconds, not much but it's a lot. Haha. Texting is a bitch too, but less annoying than masking. (:

I'm also thinking of making a Prince of Tennis AMV. It's going to be sappy and yucky. Why? Because augh...it's Ryoma x Sakuno one. Never made a PoT amv, but let's hope it doesn't turn out as cheesy as I think it'll be. :\

Fanfiction sucks. No updates for C. Relationships as of yet. The work will continue on around September due to my summer writing I have going on. H&H Circumstances will perhaps be updated 2x's a month starting August. Why? Because I'm working on Wake Up Call (my summer project) going on. So ... let me summerize this so that people can get a clearer note.


( Family Junk )

Tags: anime music videos, arts&craft, family, fanfiction, friends, holiday
Current Mood: crappy

Lazy, lazy, lazy.

I hate month of may, too much drama that I totally wish it was gone. I should have seriously just left home and move in with my cousin. Why now do I regret it? I was one stupid Senior High School student. Daaaamn it. Screw family and friends right now. They're not doing any good for me. Augh.

So much depressing thoughts it's so ... sad.

I have one good friend to talk all my troubles with, but being so shy, I don't talk about any problems. She has her own issues, I don't want to bring her down with mine. Blah, although I do want to hold that baby of hers. He's so cute! Turning one year in less than two months! Kyaa!

Hmm, boyfriend?

I dunno if I have one. I have a "special someone" but not boyfriend. We're not dating, at least that's what he said. Well he doesn't say it like that, but it's what his actions mean. We are in the way "lovers" he agreed with that term that I suggested. However, I just feel more like a "stuff toy" than being someone "special" to him. Oh well, I know it'll hurt when he moves on. He'll find someone special, perhaps someone his friends will admire and adore hanging out with. xD

Me? I want no one else. (:

I don't really need another guy in my life really. Maybe just friends.

I told one person that, I'll become a single parent that adopted a kid and become a grade school teacher. No men in my life, unless they're friends. ^^; Weird, but hopefully it becomes true. More or less.

Ah, anyway.

Currently writing some of the fanfiction I have posted up. Must finish at least one chapter this whole month! D< Augh!

Current Mood: crappy

First of all, yeey. I'm finally 19 years old. Woooot.

Eh. Who cares really? Birthday's used to be a big thing to me, but now it's like ... Yeey a year older to pay the bills and taxes! =D Totally looking forward to it! No... I want to be 10 again. Pft. I wish. >___>; So anyway...

Switching the channels randomly I come across the big "American Beauty Pageant Incident" in CNN.
( Oh my god... )</div>( Oh my god )

Moving along ...

One Piece pisses me off. I hate it when they cut off the best part. Just wtf is going to happen with Ace!? D< Uuugh. Skip Beat also pissed me off kinda ... I mean ... I dunno gotta hate romance. :\ Well ... kinda.

Hmm, Naruto? Don't really care... but the background story right now is pretty interesting, but not so interesting to piss me off on what's going to happen next. ^w^;

Well ... I'm REALLY happy that I can understand 15% of what the skits are saying in Tales of World Radiance 2. きゃああああ～！I really, really love the OPENING. Fly Away by BACK ON. x) Well ... the song is catchy, but I love the scenes. SPADA AND LLOYD SHOULD HAVE A DUAL! :D Why? Well ... they use twin swords! <33

Well ... better sleep, have a class to teach tomorrow. :[

Tags: anime/manga, tales of series
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: flyaway -- BACK ON

おにいさん：だれが　テイルズオブハーツが　すきですか。

ひめち：わたしが　だいすきです！

Why? Because I totally love Matsukaze-san's voice. Currently playing the game over because now I understand more stuff than I did before and not just ... wander around like an idiot trying to find the boss.  Aiya... what a dork I am. I love Kohaku so much. She's like emotionless Colette when she turned into an angel. I think Kohaku's heart pieces were stolen or spreadout because of stupid Shing. Damn you Shing! But he's so cute when he's with her. x3 But he's never with her alone though, because Hisui is always being protective of Kohaku. xD Ahh brotherly-sisterly love. So cute~! Not cute  together though ... that would be incest. Yuck. (No offence...?)

Also playing Pokemon in Japanese, practicing my readings skills right now with this.  It's taking me awhile to actually read some stuff. It's like one sentence takes me 30 seconds. Bad, bad, bad! D< I really hate it when I'm stuck trying to figure out this one katakana character. Ugh, that reminds me...

シ - shi
 ツ - tsu
ソ - so
ン - n

They look the same when you're playing a game (or when someone handwrites it)...  I'm serioius, it takes me a very long time to figure out which one it is. @w@; damn it! I must work my ass off again studying these four katakana characters. Bull ... wish my mind was like ... smart to figure out which is which.  

Anyway...

I think I might take archery again next semester. I love the class and the outdoors, also the location is near the beach which makes it even more fun to go! I almost forgot I'm getting a 28" bow. (: Lucky huh? Yeah, I finally get to practice whenever I want and whatever I want. Hopefully my score this week will be the only bad score I have. Today I did horrible it's not even that funny. =___=; Let's see what brings me next week. :3

Tags: archery, tales of series
Current Music: Move - N.E.R.D

Yes I got summer classes...!
Just English and Math, need to get those two out of the way, well at least math. xD I mean math is important... I just hate taking the time to do problems that you might not use in life later on. Taking a year off math totally sucked. So I warn you ... take your math! D<

Monday & Wednesday - English 96
6pm-9:45pm w/ Writh.
MTWThF - Math 860
11am-1:30pm w/ Castro-Gonzalez.

Ah... damn  only two weeks of break... then off to school then a month of break. My life totally sucks. x] On the bright side...I'm taking my last math course in the fall, so YESH for that. & I'll be finished with all those political classes I must take. @_@; bull!

Halfway done w/ H&H Circumstances Chapter 11. Two more  pages to go and it's and update. I'll probably post it by Wednesday or Thursday.  Anyway... C.Relationship  will be posted next week. @_@; Currently doing essay and I got distracted so I apologize for not updating it this week or last.

Actually all I did last week was catch up with One Piece. I am SO never going to read 500+ chapters EVER again. Unless I have time then perhaps... Just never going to do it...*still hasn't finished Prince of Tennis* SCREW IT! xD I must concentrate on work... maybe during  the summer i'll finish it but not nooow~!

I actually got the money to buy an archery bow. :3 I'm planning to take the class again on Spring. I'll take the beginner course again. I totally find it fun~! That reminds me... I lost my tab, shiiiet. Must buy another one for $5. Nuuu...I wonder how my score will improve...? Hopefully I'll get a B in the class. Have to make up one class since I totally didn't go last last week. It was raining ... but they still held class. Wtf...

*Sigh*

I'd so take a trip to Hakone for a one day hotsprings again >__>; I miss that outdoor bath warmth...

Tags: fanfiction, school

Well actually I'm very excited that Tales of Vesperia film is coming out sometime in 2009. Very, very excited~

But I'm kinda sad that it's a prequel of Tales of Vesperia. But ... who cares there's Raven/Schwann love here and there. :3

I think Vesperia kinda beats Symphonia and Abyss. Although I love the games/series both ... it doesn't have a kick ass hero like Yuri, who literally doesn't care if he kills people or not. He's like ... a dark hero. Ubber sexy and kickass though. :3 Gosh, Estellise is such a lucky girl... She's cute too, but not as cute as innocent Colette. <3

Also if you ever played the game *cough*orwatchedit*cough*, have you noticed that Raven's arrows just ... appears out of nowhere? It's like he doesn't have a quiver like Chester, Natalia, Chelsea, or perhaps Nanaly. I mean... where does he keep those arrows...?

Maybe he does have a quiver, but it unseen.

Perhaps he doesn't...

*Ponders*

Anyway, I expect Tales of Symphonia: Tethe'alla OVA to be seen around August or October.

Tags: tales of series
Current Music: Let Your Hear Lead -- Elliot Yamin